Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I'm alive I promise!

For some reason won't allow me to log in on Firefox, so I'm currently using IE, which I hate.

But I wanted to let everyone know I'm still alive and I promise I'll start blogging again.

I've been really upset because my wedding has to be postponed because my family told me that they want nothing to do with the wedding because my brother didn't agree to be an usher. Which I completely don't understand because atleast I tried to include him in the wedding. I'm having a hard time talking about it because this whole situation seems like a dream, and I can't believe it's happening to me. My family no longer speaks to me, which is something I'm use to. I guess I'm just so upset about everything that I'm not exactly sure what to blog about.

But I do promise to start blogging again soon. I just need some personal space, and time to think.


Schnelle said...

I'm having a lot of problems on blogger too. There are certain blogs that I can't leave comments on anymore. It's annoying me!

I can't believe that you are going through all of this. I'm so sorry. It sounds like your family is taking this a little too far, cutting off ties with you. You two have been together for so long now, so it's almost crazy that they didn't see this coming. I wish you all the best of luck and I genuinely hope things turn around for you. At least you have each other and the support of his family. Inbox me if you need to talk/vent.

Kalina said...

I am sorry for all that mess with your family. But I suggest you do as Phoebe did on Friends - the episode with her wedding. She did not include in the wedding Ross and Chandler and they got upset over it. And then so to solve the problem she gave them unpleasant tasks - like Chandler had to carry a stinky dog and so on.
What I mean is you can include your brother in the wedding, but still not really include him. You can be creative and think of something he can do, which still will not disturb you too much, but will satisfy your parents.
I suggest you watch that particular episode of Friends - I believe it is either from season 9 or season 10. That might be helpful and do not worry - you can always go to Vegas :) because a wedding is not worth fighting for - marriage is!